Anthony and I have been best friends since middle school and we'll remain best friends, as well as lovers, for the rest of our lives. This blog will be about the growth of our love, and how much I miss him when he's away. ♥
The Pokemon Movie
Warm Bodies Homeward Bound 1/2
The Blair Witch Project
The Perfect Storm
Identity Thief 21 & Over
My Best Friend’s Wedding
Fast & Furious 6
Iron Man 3
The Great Gatsby
World War Z
City Of Bones
It’s A Wonderful Life
End Of Watch
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
The Emperors New Groove
Olympus Has Fallen The Host
That’s My Boy
I hate those days where I can’t distract myself that I miss you so much. I hate when the sadness of you not being here just completely erupts and I just sit on our bed and cry. I miss you so much, but I am so damn proud of you, and I know you’ll be home before we know it. I know that you don’t want to be away, either, so I’m trying to be as positive and strong as I can for you. Sometimes, everybody needs a good cry. I miss you, and I love you, I can’t wait to see you again. I will be right there waiting for you, just like I promised.
Things I Want To Do With You Before 2013 Is Over:
Father, in the coming days I will need You, but my recruit will need You more.
Let him perform his tasks with a sense of duty, not of anger or vengeance.
Let his reflexes be quick and his hands steady.
Let his head be clear and his eyes sharp.
Let his mind and body be strong and his spirit stronger.
Christ, please stand by my recruit and watch his back when he cannot.
Father, I love this recruit of mine! Take from ME,
what he needs and give me what he does not.
I will pace the nights, if it means he gets some sleep.
I will deal with fatigue, if it means he will have energy.
I will carry his fear if it means it gives him courage.
I will take his pain, if it means he is healthy and whole.
I will take his anger, if it means he is at peace.
Take from me my love and pride and let him feel it! Let him know that I am with him every step of the way.
Please, take from me what You can; I give it willingly and with love.
It is all that I have besides my prayers.
Above all, please help my recruit achieve his goal of becoming a …. This I ask on bended knee, that which I cannot do without You.
I’ve decorated our entire house, and I’m just waiting on 1 more decoration, then the only thing you have to help me with is hanging curtains. :)
I hope you like the house when you get back, I worked decently hard at it. I love you so much, and I am so proud of you. Even though I miss you, every day apart is just one day closer until we’re together.
I love you, always.